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Name: ashley
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Birthday: 3/22/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: decorating with ribbons, reading really gushy novels about fairytale endings- even though i'm old enough to know they're fiction, FHBC, football, talking, singing, hanging out with friends, politics, debating with anyone half as intelligent as myself, eating cookie dough, being a full time stalker, the quad, fattygirlclub, finding at least one thing everyday that intrigues me.
Expertise: pretending like i know everything.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  treeangel1
Member Since:
8/8/2004
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| where's waldo
i have an uncanny ability to find you.
all those years of where's waldo,
and my skills are almost perfected.
my eyes are trained to scan the crowd.
i search and i search to find you;
sometimes, you make it easy.
sadly, like the book, lifes pages keep on turning.
and with each new image,
i lose you again.
i wish i'd never learned to find you.
i hate discovering you as you walk away;
i wish my eyes would focus on the crowd instead.
you're so lost in your own adventure.
walking from page to page, crowd to crowd.
you never notice; but i always find you.
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| sigh.
don't do this to me again.
oh, it's such a beautiful thing-
these feelings.
i recognize them.
i remember all too well their ending.
perhaps,
history doesn't repeat itself.
maybe,
we just interrupt, bump, and miss...
sigh.
these feelings-
it's such a beautiful thing.
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| my biggest fear is being alone.
my biggest fear is not being worthy of love.
always thinking i'm not enough.
my biggest fear is that i am poison to those i love.
God is being so faithful to me right now.
i'm broken, but God's restoring me patiently and lovingly.
it's amazing how God works.
june 11th can't come soon enough.
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| funny things:
-history papers (currently procrastinating one right now)
-hateful people (don't you hate them?) haha.
-silly comments- aka, today when i walked into the bank and a man said
"damn, milk does a body good" as he checked me out. speechless.
really, can i say that it's interesting to note how people ebb and flow
out of your life. (no one in particular, if you think it's about
you you're most definitely wrong.) however, it's so strange to
think about someone and say hmmmmm, i really thought i'd still know
them and realize you don't even have their number. i thought
about that this weekend. it's craziness.
have you ever heard someone complain about a situation in which they
are completely to blame and for the past 4 years they've blamed the
other person. it's also great when you know that deep down they know
they suck as a person. that, my friends- is funny. yet
disturbing and sad. it's even funnier to realize you'll be the
topic of conversation 4 years from now for that particular
person. that's even sadder. please, stop being so
bitter. you'll have gray hair and wrinkles much sooner to add to
your bitter face.
another funny thing.
walking to class and listening to this voicemail:
"heeeey ash, it's mary-austin, i just rode my first roller coaster,
we've now ridden splash mountain 3 times and we're in line to ride
space mountain, hope you're having a great day."
ha, looooooooooove it.
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| i've got a secret.
i'm not perfect.
whew, that felt good.
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